Hope and Dreams

Things happened for a reason..which i will never understand the reason why.

They say 'If you love someone, set them free'. All i want is for you to be happy. But are you happy now?

Why does distance has to be a barrier? If you're determined enough, there'll be no boundaries.

They say ' Time heals'. But time is endless...

You think i'll be able to move on with life without you. But you're wrong..

Why does loving someone has to be so painful? If you don't feel the pain, you won't know that its love.

My heart is crying out so loud, but no one can hear...

I don't know what else can i say or what can i do. There's no more aim in my life. Nothing for me to strive for.


You're my only hope and dreams in life.


p/s: Still hoping that you will come back to me one day. Still dreaming that you will be with me till the end of time.

Merry Christmas...

Who knows when you're sad?
Who would understand when you're enduring so much of pain?
Who cares? Really....who really cares?

Specially dedicated to Hubby Wee...

Happy 3rd Anniversary!!

Hubby, this is the first anniversary that we're spending apart. But it's alright because i know we have many more years to celebrate this day together.

I want to walk through this journey of life together with you 'till the end of time and i thank you for being a part of my life. Your presence has brought so much joy and happiness in my life and i appreciate each and every little thing that you did for me.

Amazing years and more to come, with no moment of regrets....

I LOVE YOU!

There is only one happiness in life,

to love and be loved.

- George Sand -

Plain and simple, for you my darling..

Another day
Without your smile
Another day just passes by
But now I know
How much it means
For you to stay
Right here with me

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

Things can come and go I know but
Baby I believe
Something's burning strong between us
Makes it clear to me

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All i wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in out kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man(woman) who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

p/s: Reminiscing the good ol' days with you...i miss you..

p/s:Hope you like your little prezzies..

Happy Birthday Mun Yee!

I had a very busy day last Friday to start off, i went for a Loreal class at 10 in the morning. It was suppose to be until 6, but i managed to get out from the class at 12.30pm during break time because the class was conducted in Mandarin. I don't freaking understand a single word..so i left! I got home and went to IKEA with my mom and sis to get my chest of drawer and mirror. AaahHhh..finally i've refurbish everything in my room!!

After shopping in IKEA, i met up with my cousin Yee Leng and Shei Li for a movie. We watched Eagles Eye. That is the first movie i watch without Hubby Wee*sobs*. After the movie i was suppose to meet up with Joyce so that i can car pool with her. You see..my darling brother damaged my car. Actually..not really..he claimed that a bus came too near and damage my car!! BooHOoo!!

And here's the damage.......

MY CAR!!! =(

No side mirror somemore!!!!

Enough whining about my car!! Super Heartache!!

So, i met up with Joyce in The Curve and i had to follow her home so that she could take a shower and change. Then, we had to wait for her sister's friend to come pick us up. I guess everyone was ready to get drunk that's why it wasn't a good idea to drive. We waited for about an hour until the sister's friend pick us up to meet Mun Yee to go for dinner. While waiting, me and Joyce had a mini make up session as i helped her to put on her fake lashes. It's addictive once you tried it on! 'cos it makes your eyes extra big and sparkly...heheeHe!! Now it has became my daily must haves!

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Today is one of my bitchiee Mun Yee's birthday. We celebrated her pre-birthday dinner last Friday, Me, Joyce, Mun Yee, Gene and Mun Yan(Mun Yee's best friend) was suppose to go Cave in SS2 for dinner but due to timing problem, we couldn't make it there.

We ended up in a restaurant in TTDI plaza called Frames. We didn't manage to cam-whore there because all of us was dying in hunger already. So as soon as the food is served, we were stuffing ourselves with it and we were so busy eating that's why we forgot to cam-whore...which is a rare occasion..i mean forgot to cam-whore??!!? Haha!!..this proves how hungry we were that night!

But anyways, we managed to take lots of pictures in Wabi Sabi. Here goes the cam-whoring session....

Mun Yee the Star of the NightYou all can guess why Mun Yee wants to wear sunshade. She wants to protect her fake lashes..Hehe!That's because she have to pull out a candle from the cake..And Joyce is gonna revenge for what Mun Yee did to her before..*ngeks*

A very busy girl trying to entertain all her friends by giving them drinksDon't know what is Sarah trying to do?! Pole dancing maybe?!?hehE!!*Sarah*Mun Yee*Joyce**Sarah*Joyce* (i can see your lashes Joyce!)*Brandon*Me**Sarah*Joyce*Me*
Us girls...*Poh Lin*Mun Yee*Mun Yan*Gene*
'Mun Yee and her Best Friends'*Pearly*Me**Pui Geet*Poh Lin*Tiffany**Me*Brandon*Joyce**Poh Lin*Me*
Scandalous!
*Christine*Ling*Me**Joyce*Me*
Mun Yee's Birthday kisses from me!
*Me*Mun Yee*Tiffany*Pui Geet*

Managed to try Jagerbomb that day and it taste yummy too..How can all the shots taste so yummy nowadays?!? After the jagerbomb, i felt so energetic and went home couldn't sleep (it comes together in a shot of red bull to dunk it in the other glass of jagermeister). So at 2am, i was DIY-ing the chest of drawer that i bought in IKEA until 5am. It's not the small tiny little ones okay..!!I'm so proud of myself 'building' it and it CAN be used..=)..I just have to credit myself for this because i was very dependant on Hubby Wee before..hEheE..

Second day of pre-birthday dinner on Saturday was at Cave. The place where we initially wanted to dine the day before. It was my first visit there and i find it a very interesting place. Very nice ambiance and atmosphere. I really feel like i'm eating in the stone age era in there. It's a fine dining restaurant actually..yepp...in the Cave, but the prices are reasonable. Not too expensive! But the only problem is that the portion is too small to feed us full. I mean, i didn't know it was a fine dining restaurant initially, so we didn't order appetizers, soup and desert. But the 6 of us had main course for each of us with 2 deserts and each have drinks and a jug of beer. The bill was only RM250 which is not too pricey right?

This is how the place looks like at the 3rd floor. They have like small cubicle caves for couple to dine that can only fit 2 with a curtain covered. So cute right?!



Here are the preview of our food that we ordered...(damn!!looking at it makes me feel hungry!!)

Poh Lin's Chicken ChopMy Dory Fish Fillet (looks pathetic..but its yuummmm!!!)Mun Yee's Salmon FishJoyce's Singapore Fried Meehoon (biggest portion of all!!jealousnyaa!!)Sarah's Chicken LasagnaKok Song's CabonaraStrawberry Cheescake

And it's cam-whoring time again....

After the dinner, the girls had planned a karaoke night session. I wasn't up for it, so i went home ...heard that they didn't have much fun there..*phew*


Finally the finale..today..which is Mun Yee's ACTUAL birthday, we had a small intimate gathering at Wabi Sabi again. Only Joyce, Sarah, Me, Mun Yee, Pui Geet, Sheena and Katherine was there. Bought a single slice of Mun Yee's favourite Chocolate Mud cake for her because previously she already had 2 cakes. So this time a single slice will do for her..

*Mun Yee*Sarah*

*Me*Mun Yee*

*Katherine*Me*Mun Yee*

Mun Yee with her birthday Flaming

Sarah's friend also bought a bottle of Absinth for Mun Yee. That thing is freaking 68% content of alcohol. I just took a sip to taste it and surpringly it didn't taste as bad that i thought it will be. It has a hint of minty taste in it...

The Killer...Kononnya the brand is Angelique some more..WTF!!
And this is how it's served. That's a sugar cube on top of each glass and it's light into flames to burn the sugar so that it will melt into the glass...

A very very long post and boring i know..that's why it has come to an end. This is what happens when i have too many back dated post..heheh..signing out..


p/s: I miss u so so so very much....

Happy Birthday Joyce!

After Hubby Wee left for UK, i have to find some entertainment for myself to keep myself busy and sane. Luckily there are many birthdays around the month of October and November. So, at least i don't have to think of anything else to do during the weekends other than attending birthday parties and drowning myself with alcohols.

You see, i've sobered down many years ago and hardly go to any parties except for occasional drinking night outs. So, this is a good time to catch up with friends and friends which you have not seen in ages....(pros of being in an LDR)

Last 3 weeks was Joyce's birthday, well i guess as we age, you can afford to celebrate your birthday in a larger scale because we're income earners now and have a few nights of celebration of before and after birthday!!

For pre-birthday celebration, we went to 7ate9 for an all girls night out and Velvet after that. (it wasn't a girls gone wild night kinda thingy!)


Here are some pixies that we took during the cam-whoring session at 7ate9...

One birthday candle??!! Hmm...
Mun Yee trying to smash Joyce's face into the cake..

Mun Yee: OMG Joyce!! What happened?
*Joyce reacted quickly under the influence of alcohol and got back on Mun Yee with the cream*
HahA!
*Me*Ling*

*Ling*Joyce*Me*
*Mun Yee*Me*
*Christine*Phooi Yan*Elaine*Ling*Hooi San* cam-whoring in the lift.

Bump into Meng, Eu-Jay and Tommy in Velvet and it's been awhile since i last saw them. Catch up with them for abit and had a fair share of shots at the bar with the girls. Abit outdated..because it was my first time tasting Sex on the Beach, Illusion and Jagermeister and surprisingly, they all taste yummy!!


Cam-whoring session at Velvet Underground...

*Me*Mun Yee*Jennifer*
*Ling*Christine*
*Soke Yee*Mun Yee*Me*
*Jennifer*Ling*

*Jennifer*Me*Phooi Yan*Elaine*
*Jac*Joyce*
(dunno what is Jac trying to do, but they look cute!)
*Pearly*Joyce*
*Joyce*Jennifer*Me*
Its us again! Mission failed but somehow it looks good as well..

Day 2 of pre-birthday intimate dinner in a Vietnamese restaurant(forgot what's the name) at One Bangsar. The food is okay, but the spring roll is taste weird 'cos there's mint in it! EeWwwW...funky!

*Brandon*Joyce*
*Mun Yee*Me*
*Mun Yee*Me*Brandon*Joyce*

After dinner, we went to Wabi Sabi at TTDI plaza to celebrate Joyce's actual birthday on the 1st of October counting down to 2nd of October...

*Joyce and her birthday cake*

Joyce Birthday Cake! Looks nice and it taste good as well!!*YummM*

Us girls
and the guys...
*Mun Yee*Me*
*Me*Shu Wei*Jen Wei*
Aaron was trying to be funny when we're trying to cam-whore

I guess everyone had lots of fun that night especially Joyce. She was so drunk when i last saw her that she couldn't even walk straight and she was swaying all along. But i guess this is what happens when you celebrate your birthday with alcohols around you. Haha!! Happy Birthday again Joyce!! Hope next year will be more fun for you!

p/s: wish you were here..